Lazy as Ill ever be

I'd seen many couples just on Facebook and smiling for no damn reason. Receiving flowers, gifts and handmade gifts. My goshhh. I had never celebrated Valentines for real because if I really did, my memory wouldnt be blur enough to not know. Like Andrea said, "handmade gifts are the best!" I know right? I hand only received handmade gifts from friends. Not even from my exes. Don't bother.

Guys are like that. They are lazy even for their loved ones. During whatever occasion, they'll be spending money on gifts and expensive dinner. Sometimes, that doesnt make things special. Making gifts and spending time lying on the grass watching the stars under the skies would be awesome or chilling out at home watching a movie would be great with homemade candlelight dinner. Even if you dont know how to cook and almost burnt down the kitchen, one thing is, your partner would know how much effort you tried to put it.

Nothing is easy when it comes to impressing the person you love and making a special day for him/her. When you have the will and effort, you will know it will be worth it in the end. Do not overly plan on things. It will never work out. Just plan things randomly. You'll never know what surprises do God have for you after your every planning. All you need is guts, the courage to do it. Even if it didnt work out, people will understand our effort and thats all that matters actually.

I feel damn jealous why my ex had never done things like that. Obviously he isnt the one for me. I'm someone with too high of an expectation and definitely the hardest girl on earth to understand and not easy to please. Those who wants to be with me would think twice. I do not laugh over jokes over and over again. Gifts are the wrong items to make me smile again after making me angry. It will never work.


My guy friends who knows me well enough are actually able to make me smile with a snap of a finger JUST ON FACEBOOK!! They know my strengths and weaknesses and they treat me like a normal girl. How? They do not try to understand me but try to know me. When I'm angry, they do not try to make me smile but joke and tease to make me laugh. They dont care what I like. They just give whatever they wanna give and paste a goofy smile on their face. I used to give them a look for all that they've done with " WTH? " And there they go start laughing like nobody's business.

I wonder sticking to guy friends is enough than having a boyfriend. Not everyone will know what you want and those who knows are those who knows you too well. My guy friends are only in between. They really DO NOT know what I like but what they give is what I thank for. Its enough :)

I'm damn happy for you Andrea Ong. Expect the unexpected is more fun XD LOL I'm just glad you found someone suitable for you. Opposite attracts huh? I agree with Ervin :)

Bye.