All of us were in Midvalley and together, all 7 of us head to Ravina's house in the evening. Had loads of fun of course. As long as I'm out of Tanjung Malim, I will try to have all the fun in anywhere possible even if its the most boring place ever. I cant possibly waste all my time looking like a dumb zombie and being damn lifeless everywhere I go right? We went back Sunday night and damn were we tired. LOL.
So...HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAVINA DEVI!! Love you always <3 <3 <3
Besides that, sometimes I wonder what girls want. As much as I AM a girl myself, sometimes I couldnt understand why I reacted this way or that. Jealous? Hurt? Probably. I broke up with a great guy and I'm not happy about it. That was before. Now I'm alright.
Some girls can say that...
"You're an awesome guy."
"I still love you but....."
"I don't deserve you"
These girls have the right to say it if their boyfriend really doesnt give much attention to them or ignored them or probably being a jealous bastard and dont even care what shit they do. Girls like me need attention. I maybe and idiot for wanting love and attention but who doesnt?
If you have a caring, loving and gives you anything kinda girl or guy, would you trade anything for it? I wouldnt. I wouldnt let go anyhow if he is someone who can always be there for me when I need him. As most of you know, I am not strong inside and just the appearance and the beatings of people makes people think that I'm strong. From there, they wont dare mess with me.
Why did I do all these? Honestly to say, I didnt know it at first. But soon, I realise that I just dont want some bastard coming into my life and just keep me there by his side like a decoration. I'm just protecting myself from guys whom I do not know whether they are really good guys or just another bunch of idiots. I dont want to give my heart to someone who would crush it rather than treasuring it. I really hate the feeling of trusting guys but in the end, I do fall again. This time, it hurts still.
These words....honestly to say, I love hearing it from someone I love. But I dont get that. I always get it from my best friends only and Id say I couldnt be happier! Having someone to love makes you feel like life is awesome but actually its just a regular life. Love makes you go high. Love is something so pure and beautiful. BUT love is blind. Thats why people fall in love blindly and get themselves hurt.
As much as girls get hurt, guys get hurt too. I salute faithful, warm and loving, caring and sweet guys. They can do anything just for one girl. Abandon everything just for one girl. Be there all the time whenever she need him. I really really SALUTE! Its hard to find someone like that but if you do find someone like that, think twice before breaking up.
NEVER say that he/she's too good for you. Never say you dont deserve him. You know why? Despite of your imperfections, he/she still loves you and he thinks you're perfect enough for him/her although there are so many other more perfect people out there, he/she picks you. You should be thankful and continue loving him/her more.
I believe in true love. But thats yet to come. Those who are reading this blog right now, in love or not, you know better. You know what to do.
Never let someone wait for you whether you are a guy or a girl. Life is short. Take it or leave it. EVENTUALLY, after all the take and leave, you'll find the right person. I believe in that. I do.
Its not my turn yet but I do wish for a happily ever after in this world of reality. Watch me. Ill make my world a happily ever after.
Happy Tuesday peeps :)
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