HAHAHAHA. Anyway, I finished my final paper today and I came home feeling really good. I always miss home no matter what. When I miss something here, definitely I would be missing something there. My 2 best friends. Oh well. Chinese New Year this year, I dont know what to do exactly. I'm so used to being single that when I was single, all I do was sleep. How lifeless my life was before I enter Form 6. Hahaha.
I did not plan a single thing. All I think of is coming back home. I guess I'm gonna spend more time at home although I have nothing to do. Guess I dont mind anyway. Sleeping is the best especially when you wana escape from reality for a moment. Practically a few hours.
I really really wished some people who usually dont give a damn about me suddenly asked me why did I break up. Its between 2 people. Not the circle of people that you know. Just close friends to give a thorough explanation is enough. The world doesnt need to know why I break up do they? Usually when 2 people fall apart, there are many reasons behind it. You want to know? Come ask me personally!
When people ask me this, I really feel like I've lost faith in falling in love all over again. People always say you both are really matching. Guess I'm the picky and fussy one here. The usual. I'm fussy with everything. I do not want the best. I only want what suits me and usually thats what I like but I want things in the most rational way possible. Not like some childish bitch who would act as if they will die if they dont get this or that.
I dont need a guy who can ignore me for more than half a day. Everything seems to be more important. Like as if I'm at the bottom of the list. Guess I am. I'm really losing faith in love day by day. I cant help it. If only someone can bring back the faith in love, Ill make sure thats the last guy that I'm ever gonna fall for. Thats it.
So, this is what I hope and want. IF I do get one person in life who could fulfill it, consider myself lucky that I will never let this person go! Its unlikely to have someone this PERFECT (to me la.....)
I want A GUY who :
Can handle me well because I'm a very complicated person to handle.
Can give me freedom but yet at the same time make me feel secure.
Knows what I need without asking.
Can accept me the way I am.
Would keep arguing with me when he knows I'm wrong.
Can hug me occasionally and say 'It's okay'
Is able to spend time with me although there are more important things to do.
Understands me well enough
Doesnt mind listening to me all night on the phone
Is able to live through my tantrums and still able to make me smile and laugh.
Can love me with all his heart.
Most importantly, HE can tell me he loves me everyday without fail and never leaves me alone.
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| This is generally what kinda guys do girls prefer. There are no such guys :D |
All I need is love, not things. If things are to show love, nobody would do anything romantic anymore. From what I learnt
"INTENTION IS BETTER THAN ACTIONS"
Sometimes its not what you do. Its what you intent to do. Your intentions are more important. When you know your intentions in doing something, SOMEHOW you'll find a way to do it which is action.
Again and again...guys, girls DO NOT need materials...or should I say girls like me. Try showing someone you love without spending. It could made her day most special. :) *My opinion*
Every girl's dream is to live happily ever after with the person she loves. Not many lasted. Ill make sure mine's a total fairytale!
P/S: I'm asking too much. XD Forget what I said =P
Goodnight.
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