Failing Is A Good Life Lesson

Chinese New Year, please come quick @.@
OHKAYYYY...I'm not dying for Chinese New Year, just dying for a real break. Term break which is 2 weeks from now. Waiting waiting!!!!

Exams just started this morning. Tomorrow will be another exam and the next and also the day after. Hmm =/ Just gonna get ready to blast everything by doing all I can although I'm not sure.

Some people can go super depressed after the exam for they know the mistakes they have done.

FIRST RULE TO FOLLOW AFTER EXAM... >> NEVER RE-CHECK YOUR ANSWERS FROM YOUR BOOK UNLESS YOU ARE SURE THAT YOU GOT IT RIGHT!

Some people can be super duper awesome by saying ONE down, FOUR to go!!!

I WOULD SAY >> Exam is only ONE SMALL TINY PART of your life.

If you fail because you didnt study, nobody can help you.
If you fail because you had tried your very best, its a success.

I had failed COUNTLESS TIMES

Cried over it COUNTLESS TIMES

Pick myself back up COUNTLESS TIMES

Failing AGAIN
Crying AGAIN
Pulling myself back up AGAIN.

It's a never ending routine. Until we grown older, we will still learn to fail and learn to pick ourselves up and re-fail it again. It's normal. God knows what hell had I went through in my life. I hate it very much. I really really hated my life for whatever happened. I used to be very jealous of people who have a perfect family, who have awesome elder brothers and sisters and who have people to shower them with a lot of love and care.

I fail in studies

I fail in friendship

I fail in love

BUT

It never stop me from trying again.

After the break up, I had lost faith in love. Like in Andrea's post in her blog, I actually thought I could have a  future being with this guy. Looks like I'm wrong. God must be re-writing my love story. 

I know God wants me to be with many different people to learn from them. I just dont know how to handle a broken heart. It's bad. Verrrryyyyy bad. Oh well. Failure. I'm learning to love again but I'm not sure whether to take the risk or not. Hmm....Not easy at all.

P/S - I think I'm falling in love again ~.~

~Send me away with the words of a love song~