New Year's Eve On The Roll

I blogged pretty frequently when I was in Tanjung Malim. I guess coming back to Ipoh made me leave spider webs in my blog. I miss RAVINA! Darn.....Its been too long. Oh well. Hahaha. I have Jack with me here in Ipoh though. Not too bored but he's not the one who can influence you into studying. More to I have to influence him into studying. Dumb. Everyday without fail, we both would be skyping with Ravina for about less than 6 hours a day just to help each other in our studies and doing our discussion. This time I would say I love the technology. :D

Pictures speak louder than words. God knows how crazy we had become. Discussing until we can scratch our heads. Turtle can just study half way and walk off to add water or watch his anime. I would just hit my head to the table like I wanted to die. Ravina would be watching Finding Nemo. AGAIN. Gosh. But with 3 heads studying together, we can actually understand things and study things faster :) I love this way of studying. Hehehe.

New Year's Eve today, going out for dinner with my family. I guess there would be countdown. Hahaha. I've no idea where San Francisco is where my mum say its located in Jalan Gopeng. Oh well...as usual. Ipoh people knows no Ipoh places.

I can still tell the world that I DONT MISS TANJUNG MALIM AT ALL!!!!!! If I can, I will never go back even if thats the last place on earth for me to live. Ish. Lousy place to be. I cant live there. I dont know when Ill adapt to that surroundings. When I do, Ill blog. Oh well.

Gonna meet up with my godbrother John now. See ya peeps.

Happy New Year's Eve!! :)

Studying :D

First of all, picture speak louder than words. :)

I've been doing a bit of studying on my own. 2 subjects down, 2 more to go!! 2 long difficult ones actually. =/ Not easy. Linguistics is one hell of a subject. Its a total killer. I had been skyping with Ravina to study and well, it actually pushed me to study which is a good thing. We helped each other out and about and cracking heads and squashing brain juices till it dries. =.=

A moment to relax a bit and yeah, I took that picture of us while we were studying just now. Look at out pretty little faces and laugh kay? Drive me nuts and drive her crazy. Just doing a on the terms and now we're both tire out and ITS ONLY 11.30PM!!! >.<

I hadnt been going out much. No reason for me to go out alone. Always alone, forever alone. Single and in a relationship are 2 very different feelings. Each have their pros and cons. Just gotta get used to it when you switch from single to in a relationship or in a relationship to single. Hahahaha. Guess I gotta catch some winks. I dont want to face the laptop anymore. I had been facing it for more than 2 hours straight with Ravina and another more than 2 hours straight since 8++PM just now.

No reason to online when everyone is enjoying their holiday season. Happy Holidays to those enjoying and Happy Studying to those climbing up the ladder of success :)

<3

I'm In Ipoh

I'm celebrating Christmas and New Year back in my hometown now. It feels good being home. I miss Ravina already. She just left this morning! Haihhhh....At least we finished tackling one subject and pretty sure we can do well. Phonetics transcription on the other hand is still okay. Having Jerry to confirm with us a little about it made us feel better knowing about it. It also came to the extend of us calling Mr.Seva Bala. But the the hell we dont know what's he talking about at all.....darn....

We studied and I did her nails. It didnt take long and I enjoyed doing it. Hahaha. We laughed and study until 3am the night before. It was really an awesome night and we had awesome sleep. These days I was rather exhausted no idea why but I'm glad I had my rest on MY beloved bed! HEHEHEHE. Hate the hostel bed. Dumb.

Jack will be coming here on Monday. Looks like I'm going to be studying hell alone tomorrow. Awwww. Gonna rock the house tomorrow since its Christmas. Hahahaha. Only with my siblings, its enough. I'm happy enough. Really really glad to be home. I'll make sure I'm ready for finals. Gonna fight YOU till death!! Cant wait for January.

Besides, I love being single now. Really do. I have friends loving me more than enough since I knew them and thats satisfying enough. Going Christmas solo again this year :) Not to mention Valentine's. Hahaha. It's okay. Life's happier when you're single. Just like Andrea. Hang out with whoever you wana hang out with. No boundaries. Nobody is gonna stop you saying

"Why are you hanging out with other guys and prefer talking to them than me?"

 Why? I would answer

"I communicate with them even more than you. What have you been doing as someone special?"




Thats the rash. I had enough. Although I have all the freedom, I lack a lot of love and care. I'm taking it cool this Christmas and thats it. I'm dating my books until my finals end.

Those of you who will be in Ipoh next year during Chinese New Year, LET ME KNOW!! We'll hang out :)



Peace~~

Kejohanan Olahraga 2011 & Registering Courses!!

This so-called Sports Day was yesterday. It was crazy. I'm supposed to join the 4x100m run and shot putt. But in the end everything screwed up because some people so FRIGGINLY smart went and took Ravina and my place. I feel like smacking them dead.

In the end I had to take the 200m run. Its crazyyyyyy. I had NEVUHHHH ran 200metres before. I ran for the first round with a few other girls and I end up getting a 4th. From there, I thought I lost and didnt get into the finals. Hahaha.

Jasmeet: I'm gonna run for 200m finals later....
Me       : Really?? Congratsssss.....
Jasmeet: Thanks...you also in wert...
Me       : WHAT???!!
Jasmeet: YAAAA...YOUR NAME IS THERE!!!
Me       : WHAT THE.....???????
Jasmeet: Go check go check...I saw your name there!!
Me       : OKOK!!!

Then only I had to run for finals. Altogether I ran ANOTHER 200m. Its crazy shit! My legs hurt so much after I ran. Its even worse than trekking uphill. Sheesh. Ravina did her Rejam Lembing and she didnt get anything. Close enough la woman!!!! LOL. Jack on the other hand ran like nobody's business ignoring his condition. He knows he cant run much yet still doing it. Now I dont know how's his leg after I helped him a bit. Not forgetting Jared being the highly desired sexual paramedic scaring Jack like hell.

I slept off there while most of the students joined the marching. At the time when I woke up, its medal giving ceremony. When it comes to shot putt, I was so blur when they called my name for the third placing. It was soooo funny that Im not sure what happened but just earning a medal with a picture taken. Hahahahhaa.

We had dinner at Fu Man before going to pekan to get a bus ticket back to Ipoh. As usual, I was with my 2 best friends and only them. Hahaha. Who else would sacrifice that much for me in Tanjung Malim? Seriously.... XD But too bad, I couldnt get a ticket as its closed. Jack and I walked in pain as our legs are.....hurt? LOL. It just hurts la.


Waited all night for the friggin courses and ended up with nothing until morning when Ravina and I was in the bus heading back to Ipoh. We were close enough to have our timetable just right. But a few subjects made our timetable go hay-wired because some groups were full already. =/ Changed a bit here and there, shouting at each other at my house dining table with Ravina and Jack (on fb video call). Finally...its done and over!!!! Crappppppppp..........

Then, Ravina and I went dead sleeping on the bed until we are not able to wake up anymore until I had to called for dinner out. We went to Wooley to have our dinner. Its been so long eating Ipoh food but I cant take much in because I had been having diarrhea and its quite bad. I didnt eat anything since morning. Now I m getting a a bit better. After dinner I head to Sidewalk Ice-Cream Lounge for desert with ANDREA ONG!!! Missed soooooooooooooooooooo much!! Gonna post pictures on what she sent to me via old fashioned way for my birthday. HAHAHAHA.

I love it soooooooo much!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH ANDREA ONG!! I LOVE YOU A BUNCH!! <3<3<3 The only girl who is smart enough to send me the old fashioned way. Love it :D This kinda friend...I can never let go even if I die!!!! <3 Thats about it. Life's getting interesting :)

More coming up! :D

Coming To An End

NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.......

Its the end of the semester already...Time flies. Things happened. Some were made up and some were left to be where its supposed to be. I learnt many things and I feel the need to improve myself more. I had learnt that all these while I had been lacking of love. Not just any love but real love from the surrounding circle of people. I had never had that kind of feeling before.

I can tell you there are many first times.
FIRST TIME.....
- Having someone who think alike
- Have someone to share problems
- Have someone to care for you  more than you could ever asked for
- Laughing so much EVERYDAY without fail
- Crying hell like nobody's business every night
- Having someone who felt what you went through
- LOVE you like you are someone very precious!

There are many more...I cant list all of it down. I'm learning a lot and I'm growing up into a young lady with strong characteristics and attitude with a lot of life lessons following behind me to teach me the same lesson when I face the same problems again.

Getting hurt like hell and standing back up again is the worst pain I had ever gone through. I'm learning to forget the past. I know I wont completely forget everything but I know the memories were the ones that I kept in. I'm not going to search for new love but just let it come to me when the time is right. Will always be waiting for my prince on a white horse. :) Even if it does not come, its okay...I can be a lone princess who longs for more adventures alone than ever. Life-risking activities motivates me to hit the goal :)

I feel a lot better occupying myself with things and happily thinking of home. I'm almost there to actually let go of everything fast. Its a healthy way for a better living anyway. Hees.

Finals coming UP in January!!! Wish me luck! Going back on this coming Wednesday and hopefully I can cover EVERYTHING before I return to Tanjung Malim. Sheesh. Hahahaha. Have to get ready for the big thing!! Whee~ Am excited to be able to keep myself laughing a lot :)

I LOVE ME & YOU TOO!!!

Life Goes On

After all that had happened, its hard to forget. Its still running in my head. Running in my mind. Still woke up thinking about it and still woke up crying over it. I hate this feeling so much. As the saying goes....

"WHATEVER HAPPENS, LIFE GOES ON"  

I'm stoping life for a moment. This is something new to me. I had never been this depressed in my life. I had never been crying this much in my life. I almost fell sick because of it. Why am I torturing myself this way? I can't help. My mind wouldnt let go although I just want to let go of everything. I thought I am strong. I didnt know that I couldnt take it because I never had a very bad heartbreak moment until 2 days back.

It hurt so much I feel like killing what I'm feeling inside. It feels like....something hard and sharp crushing me inside and tearing my heart up piece by piece. I guess I now understand those who went through it before me.

It was a hard decision yet I cannot be selfish. Nobody wanted to make the decision at all and I had to. I had no choice and my mind was blank. After all that, all I did was cry and cry and cry like a young child losing something important. I know that crying doesnt help solve anything but crying helps to ease a little on whats inside.

Hurting is a process of life to make someone stronger. I'm broken. I'm not able to stand up yet. Faking a smile in front of everyone just to make them feel less worried about me and just let them assume that I'm okay when I'm not. The problem was mine, the hurt is mine. Nobody deserves to feel the pain that I go through. Its not fair to others.

I'm not sure how long its going to remain in my mind. I hope it would go away. Waking up crying was the worst of the worse. Its like a nightmare replaying every night. I dont like it. >.<

The only thing I can ask from God is peace and thats all I need.

Thats all for today.

My Birthday Bash

Before the clock strike 12am..

*beep* - Message from Ng Pui San wishing me a happy birthday
Ravina was sitting beside me laughing at my phone and said its unfair because its not 12 YET!!!

When the clock strike 12am...

RAVINA and JASMEET with YASHWIN on skype sang me a birthday song. SWEEEETTTT....LOL. Then both of them came running towards me giving me a really big hug! My first birthday hugs XD

*beep* - Message from Jasmeet wishing me happy birthday when she was only sitting right in front of me and laughing out loud with Ravina while I laughed along for no good reason. LOL. Nothing else better to do IZIT? She said...YES IT IS! LMAO!!!

Then came facebook wishes one by one and phone coming in text by text.
Jack gave me a call and wished me :) Sweeet <3

I slept at 3am after finishing my refleksi sahsiah report. Relieved much.

By 10am , Andrea gave me a call and wished me :) SWEETER!! <3<3
Ravina and I waited for Jack. Seems to those 2, we are going to Rawang and Yashwin will be picking us up. We had lunch at McD! Whee~

The initial plan was karaoke session as Jack had to attend grammar class at 5pm. In the end, he decided to skip his classes to spend the whole day with me. Yashwin too, skipped today's class just for me. Ravina had it all planned since last week and trying to make sure it goes well! I had never had such friends in my life willing to risk all these just for me. OMG!

CHANGE OF PLANS! We head to Sunway Pyramid for ice-skating. Ravina and Jack's first time in this sport and they were doing awesome XD Yashwin and I guided them all the way and we had the time of our lives. Its been so long since I skated and it felt good! Falling and getting hurt? Normal :D

We then went to T.G.I. Fridays. Yashwin and Jack had planned something. I was aware but I'm not sure. One thing is, I do not go to fancy high class restaurants for a meal. Plus, Ipoh dont have. I didnt know that they have those kinda birthday surprises! Oh gosh...I was asked to stand on the seat and yell "Hey guys! Its my birthday today!" Damn embarassing for I had to say it 3 times. Ouch. I was blushing like OMG!

Yashwin fetched us back to Tanjung Malim. How sweet of him. Long tiring journey for him JUST for my birthday. Darn. I feel guilty now. Thanks so much Yashwin.

Another thing happened right after I came back. I do not want to mentioned it at all. Those who want to know, Ravina is there to tell you or ask me personally. Its not a good thing either.

Thats all about it. Time for bed!

December 2011 Confessions

As promised, here you go...

Confession #1
My birthday is coming in a couple more days and I'm not happy for I'm turning two-oh. Oh nooo....

Confession #2
I love people who loves me. Love people who hates me. Love people who hurts me.

Confession #3
I cannot live without my phone although I do not exactly know the functions =/

Confession #4
Having a close guy best friend doesnt mean I'm dating him. Dont be so narrow-minded!

Confession #5
I still miss high school in ACS. Getting free hugs and kisses all the time knowing that I'm loved always.

Confession #6
When I ask a question, I hope that person can give me the simplest answer possible. Not complicate it even more where I can barely understand. For example, IT stuff. Drive me crazy listening to Eujin talking on things like this @@

Confession #7
I'm not a shopaholic but I have to admit I do love clothes :)

Confession #8
As people say, many girls want a handsome boyfriend. I do not want that. Handsome wont get to feed you for the rest of your lives, girls. I want an awesome one who make miracles happen XD

Confession #9
I'm an attention seeker. Depends on the situation!

Confession #10
The person I love most is my mum! <3

Confession #11
I cannot hurt people's feelings because hurting them hurt mine. Double kill =.=

Confession #12
3 months in Tanjung Malim, I have found many awesome friends and 2 best and true friends. I fell in love with them :)

Confesson #13
I'm a pretty good philosopher. The good thing is, I can help giving advice to people and help them achieve what they wanted and let them learn. The bad thing is, I'm unable to solve my own problems.

Confession #14
I love to sing and dance. *hidden talent* :)

Confession #15
I cant live without sports! It helps me reduce stress. It heals me when I'm sick. Currently struggling in the game of tennis. @.@

Confession #16
I wish to explore the 7 wonders of the world! Who's with me?

Confession #17
I had always imagine my wedding in the simplest most unique way that could be remembered by everyone who attended my wedding. BUT, I didnt plan on getting hitched up.

Confession #18
I'm on facebook everyday but it doesnt mean I cannot live without it.

Confession #19
Laughter. Thats to define my life. Living each day to the fullest with laughter!

Confession #20
I trust people easily but it doesnt mean that they earned my trust. Its just to make them smile :)


Look forward to January 2012 Confessions :)

One Day Trip Off Assignments

Only me and my 2 best friends, Ms Ravina Devi and Mr. Jack Chan woke up early this morning getting ready to leave for campus so that we could walk to KTM to get a train to KL Central. Waiting on the wrong platform made us missed the first train. Thanks to Jack. LOL. Not blaming but its funny XD Thank God Janu was there! She told us that we should have taken the Rawang rail. I better remember that so that the next time when I want to go to Subang, I wont lose my way. =.=||

Yashwin fetched us from Rawang and head to Bukit Bintang. Half an hour ride and sweating all the way. Why? Car not in good condition. LOL. No harm done :)We had sushi for lunch...late lunch actually due to heavy traffic and crowded parking. Yashwin was soooooooo frustrated missing out on all the parking spots that he spotted. LOL. Guys and their attitudes. Normal. We went to Pavillion and Fahrenheit. Just opposite. After lunch, we went for a movie. ARTHUR CHRISTMAS 3D! Cute movie...I like <3

Reallly cute...I can laugh almost every scene! Christmas spirit! LOL. I guess every mall has already been decorated with christmas lightings and ornaments to prepare for the occasion about 2 weeks from now. Whats happy about that is....IM GOING HOME!!!!! I'm spending my christmas time at home studying. Seriously. I'm gonna focus hell on it. I dont care about whats going on around me. I just need to hit the books by all means!! =.= I'm putting pressure on myself now.

After the movie, we had dinner with Jack's aunt and uncle and they fetched us back to KZ. He's got really nice aunt and uncle. Friendly :)

Seriously to say, after all the tensed up freak thing in Tanjung Malim, I'm glad I went to KL to just ease up a bit. I feel way better but still....I dont know how long I can live in this town. I'm trying hard to adjust to this lifestyle still. Hard to change the fact that I'm open-minded where most people here are very very narrow minded. No kissing, no hugging and definitely no touching. Not even the hair. Weird people really. Even if girls hug and kiss like how friends are, people will stare at us =.=

I guess the next post will be on confessions just like how Sok Wai did on Facebook. This information is for the people who wished to know more about me. :) I'm an easy book to look through just that there are hidden meanings behind every sentence :))

Goodnight!! <3

Lack Stamina

I miss school sports day! I remember how I used to practice running with Kasturi and a few of them just for our house team. Early in the morning running like a mad person. Thanks to Kasturi all this while for teaching me how to long jump and run. Her techniques help me a bit here in UPSI since I had to put up for Olahraga. But too bad, as usual, my long jump didnt work out. Hahahaha. Its far but wrong XD

Running was fun. I wish I could just keep running. I want to build up on my stamina again. I miss having those stamina that made me walk up and down, running up and down chasing Nagendran just because he got nothing to do but disturb me.

The Kejohanan Olahraga will be held on this 20th December. I know who's birthday. I can never forget my friend's birthday. Cant afford to. LOL. I hope Ill be the athlete representing our class group and NO I wish not to march during the opening ceremony. Nothing else better to do.

When I was coming back from pekan, I heard drums playing far off east. Was there a music room there or something? I dont know. By just listening to it, it straight away made me missed how much I loved to play the drums whenever I want with whatever my mood is. Hitting hard and hitting soft depending on emotions.

Seriously, I miss my middle school life. Being in the school band, skipping classes, staying back in school just for practice. I loved it sooo much. I missed it even more. I used to bring drumsticks to school just for fun. Hitting tables, hitting walls. I was a rough kid. Always. By reading Sok Wai's facebook status where she did her confessions, one of it was what I loved to do most. Wearing shorts under my pinafore. Hahaha. I left my buckle off. When school ends, I would just pull out my pinafore and will be wearing just my white t-shirt and the shorts that I wore earlier. HAHAHAHA. I missed those times really.

I seriously need a lot of sports wey. I need more active people here. Besides Ravina going to Tennis with me like twice a week, I feel that its not enough.

I need to....

Tennis, Badminton, Swimming, Bowling, Netball, Volleyball, Running, Cycling, etc....

Needing it like a drug!!!

*hugs*

Dear God, I need back my stamina. Thank you. Goodnight!

People Like Them

 I'm bored right now thats why I'm blogging. Usually Ive got some reason to blog. Today, Ive got none. Jack is in KZ today and he's talking about Biology because Yashwin needs help in it. I'm like listening to some aliens babbling beside me. Seriously. I cant remember biology in Form 5 at all. They reminded me a bit on it. Now they are talking about diastole thing...whatever it is =.=

*15 minutes pass*


Still with the pumping blood into the heart and the whole body thing. Seriously. I got nothing to do right now. Aishyyyy.....One reason why I never took Biology in Form 6 too. I was in the Physics class until I got a letter to switch to the Accounts class. Never liked Bio. Bio hates me. Making me crazy with all the words that I cannot understand.

Jack is the smart one here. He's definitely in the wrong course. He should have taken medicine. People keep telling me I'm in the wrong course too. I should have taken up designing.

Looking on the bright side.....

IF I never met Ravina, life wouldnt be that laughable. I laugh everyday because of her. We can talk and talk and talk all day even there's no topic. Just empty speeches.It would be really really lifeless. Not listening to her laugh for one day could make you miss her just like that.

IF I never met Jack, I would regret for not meeting someone as nice as him. In these 3 months, he took care of me so much. Nice kid but has lots of problems. Getting better already. I trust him a lot in things and yeah...he resembles me when I was young. Thats why I never gave up on helping this guy.

These 2 people, I clique with very well. Its like the missing puzzle in your life that fits and also bring the puzzle to life. I love them very much and IF I never met them, yes, Ill regret. I really do.


Thats all <3

Was, Is, If?

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA ONG!!!!
<3<3 You're officially 20 now. I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!! <3<3

Hahahaha...I'm excited as she is. I wish I'm there with her. Gosh. I miss her and I miss Ipoh!! Forever damn-ing Tanjung Malim. I get so bored looking at the same shops over and over again. Sheesh.

ANYWAY, I'm actually quite free these days because I finished up my assignments thanks to Ravina who really really helped me a lot. We have one more last one to go and done. Ill start studying by then and after I get back my results for mid term. Not looking forward to it at all.

Living here in Tanjung Malim had actually made me into a more sensible person. I WAS sensible but not enough. I find that comparing myself to the me in Form 4, its a huge difference. I was once a very careless and lazy to think person. Kind of like acting without thinking which got me into various troubles. Guess, thats not there anymore. I miss my old self...Getting in trouble gets the adrenaline rushing. Excitement. Teenage rebels we call it :)

Coming here, I had learn more about living without depending. I have 2 best friends who can barely influence me and they are actually all I have to go on. It brings me to an imagination where 'What could have happened to me IF I never met them?' I guess I would be the only living soul in my own world.

Here...I'm still feeling a bit lack of love. Seems like having a boyfriend is like not having one. He's too busy until he pushes me to one side claiming that he has test every week and he needs to study. Last time before he started studying in uni, I could miss him so much until I breakdown. Now, I cant feel it any longer...I dont know whats going on anymore and because I want to protect myself from getting hurt (I always try to which didnt work) I never ask and I never want to.

I dont want to cause trouble and arguments neither would I wanna lose him. What's his job of a boyfriend? I dont know whether he knows what his job is..Leave me hanging for all I know. I feel drifted away from him. He only thinks of himself about how important studies are to him. Its like as if studies are not important to me. Waiting for him to text one message is like waiting for the rain in a drought.

Love is complicated, blind, pain and definitely the most wonderful and powerful thing in the world. Yet, I'm 19 going on 20 still wanting to be loved rather than only me loving people around me. My heart is always open yet its hardened. I can feel love yet sometimes I feel stupid. The love that I felt from the people who loved me will get twice as much love that I could give.

People who treats me kindly will get double the kindness from me.
People who gives me laughter will get double the laughter from me.
People who gives me support will get double the support from me,

Imagine the other way.

If you treat me like throwing salt on my wound, imagine what I would do? I will throw bricks on your wound. If you treat my best friends like piercing their heart with a needle, I will pierce through yours with poison dagger.

WARNING:-
I'm dangerous. Dont mess with me and my heart. Dont mess with my best friends or you'd better call an ambulance.

Extinction?

I had that Sahsiah camp today and I can tell you its giving me a huge headache! Aishhhh....our lecturer told us to be at the hall by 7am. Ravina and I was the first to reach and we waited and waited and waited...Soon...the other students from our class came and the waiting continues. Haihs...When Shirley came which was about 7.30am, STILLLL....we have no clue about what to do. Even when Rowena arrived which was about 8am, a few students from KHAR and KUO came..and STILL nothing...

Darn I was frustrated..and when the programme started, IT WAS 9AM!!! I could have gotten another 2 hours of sleep man...I had headache on whatever he was speaking about. Didnt exactly concentrate on what he said. I'm not sure whether he knows that we are waaaaaay bored. Ravina and I were falling asleep, Rowena doing nothing, Shirley and Azhar shooting each other, Kenny and Ady laughing like nobody's business. In the end, one thing we could do was, PLAYING MISSED CALLS!! Because of this, we were a bit re-energized. Just a tinge.

We came and left. Too bored until I really wish I could do something extreme! =.=|| Rowena went back right after lunch. Many left too. Shirley, Ravina, Azhar, Kenny and I was left. Ady went back at 11.30am already because his brother was coming to get him. We then were joined by Hock Soon and Hock Hin and lepaked until about 4++PM. What we did? Laughing and talking. Nothing much. For all I know, its a good beneficial talking time because WE never knew Kenny could be a nice kid :P Never thought we could clique well with the twins. Its nice knowing more about them.

Came back to my own house looking like a dead zombie and then Shirley called...

Shirley: Wey..you still holding on to Azhar's RM50 right?
Me      : Oh..yala..I forgot to give him back...
Shirley: You can bring down now arh?
Me      : I just came up la. Cant u tell him that Ill give him on Monday?
Shirley: *ask Azhar* He say cannot.
Me      : *!@#$%^* Fine....

Its only RM50 bill. Its not like he cant borrow from others first. Damn. Ill tell you...gentlemen are in the midst of extinction. Its so so hard to find gentlemen these days. Really really hard. Since I came to Tanjung Malim, screw the guys =.= Even my school in Ipoh has more gentlemen seriously. Although they can bully me to the max but I have to admit, they are real gentlemen. Gosh I miss those days.

Goodnight people!

Glad

I just found out about Andrea's accident in Camerons. OH MY GOD!! I was shocked till my heart almost jumped. I read her post once and its enough...reading it again and putting myself in her position, I cant handle that much pressure. She could have died if the car went off the cliff. I wouldnt be able to handle that sort of situation really. I would be numb. Car crashing into my car which was a minor accident (consider minor la cz I wasnt injured in anyways neither is the driver) I was stunned and traumatised the few minutes there.

Oh God...Andrea...scare the hell out of me!! Andrea is a strong girl I know. She'll get over it soon. Poor girl is traumatised. >.< and I dont know what to do about it. All I can do is hug her when I get back. I missed her so much and she scared me before I get back. LOL. PLEASE take care Andrea darling. Ill be back reallly soon. :) Dont make me worried wey.

About my days, lightning struck here yesterday evening about 6pm with thunder louder than an airplane taking off. I was so shocked that I could trip off the staircase. So, the line couldnt be connected till now that Ive tried, its fine again.

I had Grammar test this morning. Sheesh. >.< Dont remind me. I was kinda struggling. I went to pekan with my 2 best friends after classes today and yes it was rather tiring. I guess its because my stamina is going down again since I had not gone for tennis for 2 straight weeks! :( WHY??

One reason is rain

Second reason is public holiday

Third reason is night class

Hmm...hectic la these few days and I DONT LIKE IT >.<

I wanna go back to Ipoh like A.S.A.P! :(

I feel that I need a lot of friggin rest that tomorrow I have Sahsiah Camp - educational (oh wel XP)
Keep on reading....
*HUGS* especially for Andrea...