Coming To An End

NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.......

Its the end of the semester already...Time flies. Things happened. Some were made up and some were left to be where its supposed to be. I learnt many things and I feel the need to improve myself more. I had learnt that all these while I had been lacking of love. Not just any love but real love from the surrounding circle of people. I had never had that kind of feeling before.

I can tell you there are many first times.
FIRST TIME.....
- Having someone who think alike
- Have someone to share problems
- Have someone to care for you  more than you could ever asked for
- Laughing so much EVERYDAY without fail
- Crying hell like nobody's business every night
- Having someone who felt what you went through
- LOVE you like you are someone very precious!

There are many more...I cant list all of it down. I'm learning a lot and I'm growing up into a young lady with strong characteristics and attitude with a lot of life lessons following behind me to teach me the same lesson when I face the same problems again.

Getting hurt like hell and standing back up again is the worst pain I had ever gone through. I'm learning to forget the past. I know I wont completely forget everything but I know the memories were the ones that I kept in. I'm not going to search for new love but just let it come to me when the time is right. Will always be waiting for my prince on a white horse. :) Even if it does not come, its okay...I can be a lone princess who longs for more adventures alone than ever. Life-risking activities motivates me to hit the goal :)

I feel a lot better occupying myself with things and happily thinking of home. I'm almost there to actually let go of everything fast. Its a healthy way for a better living anyway. Hees.

Finals coming UP in January!!! Wish me luck! Going back on this coming Wednesday and hopefully I can cover EVERYTHING before I return to Tanjung Malim. Sheesh. Hahahaha. Have to get ready for the big thing!! Whee~ Am excited to be able to keep myself laughing a lot :)

I LOVE ME & YOU TOO!!!