It was only a few hours back where I was standing on stage with Jack, Christine, Ravina, Jared, Yvonne and Victor. I was singing. Impossible? I know...Still cant remembered why I actually agreed to join them. They dont need me desperately. Besides, I'm no good at singing. I can only sing to myself and only me and thats it. All they need is Christine and its a perfect fit. One person to sing high pitch is enough. My high pitch is only for choir.
No matter what, I didnt regret joining. I do enjoyed singing but singing like a lead tonight was the first time ever. No one actually heard me sing solo unless those who went Kbox with me will know la. So, I was kinda the center of attention which was the worse feeling ever JUST BECAUSE I'M STANDING IN THE MIDDLE! Damn. I didnt like it. I kept looking at the judges and kept glancing back at Yvonne. I'm sure Yvonne didnt realise that. I was getting nervous when I glance at her because I went off the note. Yikes.
Our aim is to have fun on stage but I feel that we were too serious upstage which was kinda scary. I look left and right, everyone had that serious face wey. Darn scary. I think I'm sticking to Kbox next time. Stage thing...maybe next time when I'm really ready. I do enjoy the stage and the stage loves me too. I dont mind standing upfront on stage. I just need to be more prepared.
Thats it for now...
P/S: I loved that girl who sang Rolling In The Deep by Adele! She was waaaaaaay awesome! She won the competition too. =)

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